Ready To Get Back In It

"So you gotta take the good with the bad, the happy and the sad

Or will you bring the better future then I had in the past

Cause I don't want to make the same mistakes I did

I don't wanna fall back on my face again

I'll admit it, I was scared to answer loves call

And if it hits, better make it worth the fall . . ."
- Keri Hilson ft. Neyo and Kanye "Knocks You Down"

So Im ready to try it again. Ive been single for about a year now and Ive been dreading the whole getting back into a relationship thing. Mostly because I know I fall hard and Im not trying to fall hard onto my face once again. But now Im ready to leave the past behind me where it belongs and test the waters and see what happens. I think I spent the majority of my time being single bitter and scared. Bitter that Ive been hurt and scared to have it happen all over again. So I wasted my time dealing with no good dudes because I knew I wouldnt get in too deep. Oh and my favorite excuse . . . I dont have any feelings, NEXT! What a joke. Anyone who knows me know that I am a very emotional person. You feel emotions . . . I dont know what I was even lying for. So now I got my mind right. I know what I want and I refuse to settle for less. I know I have a lot to offer and theres someone out there who can match what I bring to the table . . .

. . . sooooooo WHERE HE AT? Lol