There's always a time in your life when you have a battle with yourself with right and wrong. You know what you want, you know what you need but you try to find a way to put the two together when they just dont match up.
I've always been the type to hide my feelings from myself. All I gotta do is say Saemone, you dnt care no more . . . its nothing and I really feel that until that moment comes when your reality sets in and you realize that you cared. When your reality sets in you realize that ur really hurt.
So now im at the crossroads. If I go left im setting myself up for disaster. Heartbreak, pain, crazy jealousy, unnecessary haters. If I go right then im being me. Going on the path I started. Not that I like or enjoy the drama but the straight and narrow is far less interesting as going to the left and hitting a few bumps in the road. That was the old me and even though I see that a change was needed and actually started making the change I wanna go back just for a quick second! Is that so wrong?
. . . Don't worry I know the answer to that question. This was one of those reflective lunch breaks. Most definitely.
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