Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Boredom

I have this problem where nothing really excites me. Especially in the work place. Ive never been at a job more than a yr and a half and its all because the thrill of learning something new is gone and replaced wit the redundant act of doing the same shit everyday. I really don't know what I should do to make sure I'm content with what ever it is I do. Money is the motivation so maybe if I get somewhere where I can make enough money then I wont care about not feeding my need for knowledge .... I don't know. Now that I think about it, school is my answer. Still want a new job making more doing something different but I'll have my fix at the same time being in school being able to gain some sort of knowledge. This whole teller thing is too played. I'm standing all day, dealing with these stupid customers who are too lazy to read the slip for what type of transaction their doing. Ugh! Their stupidity is starting to get to me. Everyone used to say how much I smile and how happy I always seem to be. I haven't heard that comment in a long time cause I can bet I'm the angry black girl at the branch lol. Only fake smiles and attitude smh. Not the way it should be. I think a City job may be calling my name .....

1 comment:

  1. You sound just like me. Nice to know I'm not the only one suffering from the same syndrome. :)

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