So I wake up this morning wondering about this life of mine. I consider myself a very talented person. Its just time to take one of these talents and develope it into my career. My heart is split in half one side belonging in the fashion world the other is stuck where it has been since I was 5yrs old. . . in music. Music is my savior, my safe place. Cheers me up wen Im sad, gives me hope when Im doubtful. . . its my evrything! Guess I have some more thinking to do . . .