On a Mission!

"Life’s a game and but its not fair
I break the rules so I don’t care
So I keep doing my own thing
Walking tall against the rain
Victory’s within the mile
Almost there don’t give up now
Only thing thats on my mind
Is who’s gon run this town tonight..."
Jay Z ft. Kanye and Rihanna - "Run This Town"

I'm so close but yet so far away ...

This Could Be Something

"Fallen too fast
Clearly rules don't apply
Can't believe that I just met you
You got me here
Watching minutes past by
Wondering when to express you
There you go
Is this a dream
Looking like every picture
That I seen of you before
I've seen it all before
Now that it's over
I shoulda known better
When you think this is real and
You could be mine
I should have known better
Slowed it down cause I feel
You needed time
But I kept thinking
This could be something ... "
Drake- "Something"

Have you ever met someone and even though you have only been acquainted a short amount of time you feel like that person the one? Well maybe not the one but that person is most definitely someone you see yourself going somewhere with. Then once you think evrything is going right things go to the left and downhill it goes from there. And you really keep thinking "this could be something". At the end it seems to have been nothing at all. Thats what happens when you like a lil too hard lol.

Just a Lil Thought

Im in love with the way u made me feel
But you ... your just a symbol of blatant disrespect
The feeling you gave me is timeless!
Ill never forget how the love I felt comforted me at nite
And how it made me feel safe when the world around me was in dismay
The love I felt was unforgettable!
But you ... your memory fades away like an old picture
I used to believe it was you that I still cared for
When really it was nothing more than the feeling I yearned for
Now that I know I can truly let you go
All that remains is a smile on my face
And a joyful feeling that thankfully will never go away

Michael Jackson Memorial

Today was the final farewell to the King Of Pop. I had to work today and missed the live memorial so I caught it later on I just finished watching it and I must say the inspiration is there. Michael died at 50 which means he came up in the world in a time where there weren't many black people out doing what he was doing. Breaking records, being on national tv, having a cartoon. Not to mention the scandals he went through as an adult. He has risen above it all. What ever your personal views are on this man you cant deny the power and affect he had on the world. I agree with Berry Gordy ... he is the greatest entertainer! He can sing, dance, he commands your attention. I've always been a MJ fan but in his death I understand him as a man more. I've always had an appreciation for the artist Michael, but after seeing the lives he has touched between people who are torn up about it coming in to make a deposit at work and his friends who had the chance to speak about him at the memorial, I see how great of a person he is. Not was but is. We all have a purpose in life and I believe you should use yourself to the best of your God given ability to make an impact on the world as Michael did. Im just brought to tears as I write this and listen to a few of his songs. The man was great and I vow from this day to use each and every one of my talents to impact someone in the world even if the only person I make an impact on is myself!

Story of my Life ...

"The thugged out pimped out images release them
Save those roles for the young souls who believe them
I want the undefinable, indescribable and more,
But yet so clear when you walk through that door
I said I want it hard, mystical,tender and correct
Without expectations with all of that met
Take me around the world, but please come direct
Speak to me, speak to my heart"

Tamia - "Poetry"

I'm not too sure what I want anymore. I do know want something that Ive never had before. I wanna be treated so good that its unbelievable! Don't know where to find this person, so I wont look anymore. Looking has got me nowhere but back at square one.