I Just Wanna Be Successful!!!

"I want the money

money and the cars

cars and the clothes

the hoes . . .

I suppose,

I just wanna be, I just wanna be successful"

-Drake "Successful"

I love this song so much and I feel him on all 6 minutes of the song . . . but now Im lost on what it really means to be successful. I want the money cars and the clothes but I also know that none of that can actually make me happy. On the other hand I dont have any of that now and Im not happy either . . . sooooo what is it that I really want?

Food for thought

Damn This Immune System of Mine!!!!

So Im sick . . . AGAIN!

This is too much man. Sneezin every two secs, coughin, nose running for miles. Bad part is Im at work lol. Customers lookin at me like I dnt wanna go to her window, Im lookin back like say somethin lol. I wish I could be home and even though I have plenty of sick time I can use I probably shouldnt seein that I called off abt a million times in the 6months that Ive been here all thanks to the United Stated Judicial System . . . ugh! Do you know a customer had the nerve to tell me my cold is mine and its not to share. Im sry I dnt recall wrapping it up and trying to give it to anyone as a gift! Effin customers . . .

Drake's Interview With Vibe.com

With every interview I see or read on this guy I get more of a reason why I respect him soooo much as a arapper! He's so humble and most people would be a lil big headed by now between the artists he runs with and his enormous fan base but man! This is a real cool guy . . . if u havent read the interview or if u interested in learning more abt this guy im always quoting lol then check out his blog octobersveryown.blogspot.com

Part II

Dear February,

I must say you have impressed me! You went from such a terrible evil month to a month of such joy in a matter of two weeks. Thank you for allowing someone I consider pretty special to skate into this life of mine on the 10th (lol). He made that entrance and the word "me" hasnt had the same meaning since. Ahhhh what a feeling! Now I know nothing lasts forever, and everything good has an end but in the words of the Jhene song "Right Here" that Im singing on my answering machine on my phone people only believe that cause they never had him as a friend . . .

Happy . . . Just Plain Happy

Yes Im as happy as can be right about now . . . life's good and Im even better. Arent u happy for me??? Hehehehe

Remember This One???

Go Steady - Da Band

When I'm with you, you make me feel so sexy
Made up my mind,
I agree that we are ready
On a steady pace for love
Ready and I'm ready for love
So do you boy, do you want a taste?

What I see when I look at you
A rugged dude, but a gentleman too
With your hat tilted to the side
I get a chill from those pretty brown eyes
Rippled chest and how you dress
I'm so impressed, can't get you off my mind
I'm so excited, can't wait to be with you tonight

So can we hook up around 8 so
Try not to be late boy
I got so much in store for you
Tell ya boys bye, it's about time
Gonna make it hotter than July
And make it worth your wait and I
I like it when you say, 'Don't be shy'

When I'm with you, you make me feel so sexy,
Made up my mind, I agree that we are ready
On a steady pace for love

Dim the lights, I turn my two-way off and close the door
I'm in the mood for more
Bring it here, I wanna take you there
Ooh boy I swear no one compares
Love makin', breath takin', body shakin, no fakin'
You're really somethin', can't wait to be with you again


So can we hook up around 8 so
Try not to be late boy
I got so much in store for you
Tell ya boys bye, it's about time
Gonna make it hotter than July
And make it worth your wait and I
I like it when you say, 'Don't be shy'

When I'm with you, you make me feel so sexy,
Made up my mind, I agree that we are ready
On a steady pace for love

No more waiting, contemplating'
Cuz I know it's love
I'm so anxious to start makin'
Goin' steady now
Go 'head boy, tear it up

I admit it was a game I played
But now I see things different, girl you changed my ways
You never know you got good fate''till it's gone
Now you feel you bein' hoodwinked now it's on
Listen you never told me you ain't want me to grissle 'cuz I
Kept you hot and now it's somethin' official
You kept a pistol in ya pocket but the government issue
Look I seen too much to tell you I miss you
Or tell you I love you, all day kissin' and huggin'
Listen bottom line if I ain't wit you I'm fuckin'
I never fucked wit ya sister, never fucked wit ya cousin, no fussin' and fightin'
Tonight, we under the covers tusslin'
Paradise where the water is blue and grab a snack 'round a quarter to 2
Me and boo and I ain't gotta give you Extacy
For you to wanna have sex wit me, that's my specialty


When I'm with you, you make me feel so sexy,
Made up my mind, I agree that we are ready
On a steady pace for love

Gettin to Know You is The Best Part

Its such a beautiful thing to begin to like someone. That feelin of butterflies in ur stomach, that weak feelin in your knees wen he hugs you . . . ahhhh its so lovely

Hardest part is tryin not to fall too hard wen its so new. No one wants to end up broken hearted. And if your a good person you dont wanna hurt someone either. So wheres that imaginary line you draw to seperate yourself from possible pain?

Everyone loves to be in like so I guess the best thing is to enjoy the feeling while you can . . . live in the moment because you never know wen that happiness is gonna end. And if it moves on to somethin more serious than like it will mean just a lil more than any other relationship

. . . real talk

Sooooo . . . . . .

I finally got the So Far Gone mixtape . . . probably the last of Drakes fans to get it but hey dnt blame me, blame it on the mac lol

Its bomb though he did that! I had a few songs off of it already and those were fire now I have the whole thing and I cant stop listening to it! Drake is amazing I cant wait till he drops the cd I hope that happens soon

What a weekend!

Im officially banned from drivin so I had alot of time on my hands to watch movies and surf the web. . . my fav thing to do is get new music I havent heard or music I just havent got the chance to get yet. Sooooooo I ended up with abt 20 Drake songs I surprisingly didnt have yet lol. And I read his blog a hot second ago and OMG SO FAR GONE COMES OUT FEB 12TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im so excited whoop whoop!

While Im on the music tip . . . I loved the Grammys last nite. Too bad Chris Brown was beatin on the gf and they didnt get to perform and whatnot cause I always enjoy them but the rest was lovely!

"Why do I feel so alone

Like evrybody passin thru the studio

Is in character as if they actin out a movie role

Talkin bullshit as if it were 4 u to knw

&& I dnt have the heart to give these bitch niggas the cue to go

So they stick around kickin out feedback

&& I entertain it as if I need that . . . "

- Drake "Say Whats Real"

This is why Drake is my fav rapper . . . this dude is too real! I feel him to the fullest, cant wait till the mix tape is out

Dear February,

Before you came to me this year I asked for you to bring me some joy. Let me get through the sad days, enjoy the happy days. Its only 4 days into you and I swear I already hate you. I hate the way you make me cry when I think of your memories. I hate how Im the only one who still remembers you. Most of all I hate how you have left me all alone. Tomorrow is the big day February. If you do nothing else for me please let me make it through with a smile on my face. I just cant be asking for too much to be happy for this day. And while your at it can u tell March to be kind too?

Its been quite some time since Ive been on here . . . not much has changed tho

still searching for a life thats a lil more meaningful . . . I know what it takes the hardest part is just stepping out on faith and taking those necessary steps for improvement. And I've always had this fear of being alone. Guess thats y I allow ppl in my life who are destructive to my being. Its a shame but its true. Guess Saemone has a lil more work to do